2021.12.06 11:28 skirtplate [FRESH] Kanye West - do you like the way it sounds?
2021.12.06 11:28 Free_Appearance_5087 Not doing well in bio
Can i take bio and chem 1 over the summer? will this make me not as good of a candidate if i do community college courses that match up with my school credits?
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2021.12.06 11:28 _captain-rex_ Marvel :what if...
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2021.12.06 11:28 chicasfrecuentes Exitoina | Filtran audios de Antonio Laje en Buenos Días América en medio de las denuncias: "Esta mierda"
2021.12.06 11:28 NuclearWinterGames What's your vote for the number one album that nobody's heard of?
2021.12.06 11:28 _Bebok_ I need help
I'm kinda in bad spot at the moment so it will be little vent. I didn't want to bitch and moan about my problems to the people but I realized that it will be better if do it online where nobody know me so here we go.
I'm sad, or feel completely numb, but in front of my friends and family I put like fake clown disguise and try to be funny. I'm in highschool, in Poland I might add and started cutting about year ago. Of course all shallow as I don't want to end up on ICU, I always did it like after all my PE lessons in the week so people wouldn't notice (I mean like if have PE in Mon and Tue I will cut Tue evening). I always stand in the corner so nobody can see my cuts. But recently I had lots of exams and feel constant urge to cut. And at one hand I don't wanna anybody to notice so I won't be cheap attention grabber but at the other I would love to vent irl even though I'm scared they won't be my friends at the end of that scenario.
I was tryna find some solutions in the internet so I found out that you should do some exercising to boost your overall mood etc. So I bought dumbells and started working out at home first like for month it really did help. I used to working out so hard to the point of vomiting. I couldn't move a muscle next day. But for some odd reason after that first moth or so I became as sad as before and sometimes even more depressed when I was overburdened with homework and studying so I couldn't have a training session that day. I felt super guilty about it. Now I'm not as fat as I used to but still miserable xD.
I'm even more blue cuz my friend whom I consider to be very good man told me recently something like ,,I feel like a god, you see those grades those all are better than yours'' I don't think he was trying to hurt me, I think he was teasing but it hit home and it really hurt. I am really trying to be like A student, but for him it's cup of tea. I know that I won't be ever able to be as good as he is. I feel like I'm a bargain to the earth and my parents. I feel their disappointment in me. I see disappointment in their eyes. I hear disappointment in their voice when they are talking that I can always reform my grades like nothing happened.
I don't feel necessary nor loved in this world. I am worthless, dumb and ugly. Everyday I feel like I'm gonna throw up. Waking up with idea that for next six or so hours I will be sitting in class with fake smile is horrible. It makes you don't wanna wake up next day y'know. Just go to sleep and sleep forever. I don't deserve to be alive. I'm in constant cycle of hating myself for feeling sorry for myself and feeling sorry for hating. It's sad that I can only fantasize about suicide because I don't have strength to do it.
Yeah so that's all congrats if you made it to the end.
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2021.12.06 11:28 SxQuadro India “changes voice” on cryptocurrencies, will regulate instead of ban
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2021.12.06 11:28 447thrOWaway1 Just moved here from Nz looking for a plug on the north side
2021.12.06 11:28 AmbassadorWorf Complete Series on sale at TCM for $79.95
2021.12.06 11:28 HelethK [LFA] Someone to draw my player's Silver Dragonblood Paladin !
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2021.12.06 11:28 Merlin_9001 Picked up the pond next to my house. Picked up multiple pumpkins that were floating in there.
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2021.12.06 11:28 DISANews Metals Stocks: Gold edges back to start week as Fed tapering remains in focus
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2021.12.06 11:28 eastcoastbitch Where to find NA meetings In Savannah GA ?
I’m moving from Philly to Florida. I’m a few days out of rehab but still having extremely bad cravings. I don’t know anything about the area / the south in general. Thanks
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2021.12.06 11:28 dawnmelody7 The gang hanging out.
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2021.12.06 11:28 Unkown_Alien_420 Cro AI tečaj: +2 ECTS ?
Ima li neki student da je završio ovaj tečaj i tražio od faksa da mu prizna ta 2 extra ECTS boda, koji bi se navodno trebali dobiti uspješnim polaganjem ovog tečaja i dobivanjem certifikata?
Ja sam slao referadi (TVZ) i ekipa se pravi ko da ne znaju ništa o tome....
Tako da me zanima, jel neko već uspio/pokušo...? --> Cro AI
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2021.12.06 11:28 BoredPleaseHelp 24 [M4F] In an online class and need entertainment
I am bored AF in an online college so if anyone can fire me a message and try and alleviate me from this boredom, please hit me up.
We can just chat, play text games etc!
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2021.12.06 11:28 AverageDisastrous455 OwO
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2021.12.06 11:28 eyejayvd Extreme Fear After BTC Lost $50K: Bitcoin Fear And Greed Index at 5-Month Low
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2021.12.06 11:28 So_Do_You_Like_Stuff Lisa Bonet (1988) slightly NSFW
2021.12.06 11:28 DISANews NewsWatch: A crystal ball to make sense of the real-estate market right now
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2021.12.06 11:28 Alarmed-Fault-1899 ich_iel
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2021.12.06 11:28 PollyAmory [FO] Self-drafted, based on artwork by Garth Williams for Charlotte's Web.
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2021.12.06 11:28 HiItsLust " How do I land ? " written in the sky
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2021.12.06 11:28 Swegospek Tak co mithe?
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2021.12.06 11:28 Perez4 In a few days, Grlla Token will be launched
GRLLA is launching a NFT platform, over 1000 users in the first 4 days!!
They will create the most amazing NFTs and virtual crypto items.. token sale will be in the next month with a starting marketcap of 100k!!
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